I can’t wait to see you next week. I’m excited to spend the first of many Valentine’s Day together. It’s crazy to me how we’ve only been dating for two months and yet it feels like we’ve known each other for years. A connection like this is difficult to come by and I cherish it completely. I want you to know that I’m happy here with you and I’m right where I want to be.
I can’t imagine my life without you. I’ve never loved someone as much as I’ve loved you. I’ve never had someone that has loved me as much as you have. I know you’ve told me the same thing and that’s why I think we’re so perfect for each other. It’s as if every mistake and terrible experience we’ve had with others led us to each other. And as shitty and painful as going through all that was I would happily go through it all over again if it led to you because you’re my light at the end of the tunnel.
This is why I don’t want us to worry about losing each other. Our thoughts shape our reality and there’s a reason the concept of self-fulfilling prophecies exists. If we focus on that fear and those thoughts, then the chance of that happening increases. I know it’s easier said than done, I mean up to a point it’s natural of having the fear of losing a loved one. But I just want us to not focus on it as much as possible and instead focus on our future and of what’s yet to come, because I see forever with you. I see us growing old together, having kids, buying groceries, chilling on the sofa, having arguments and making up, getting married, spending time with each other’s families, walking our dog, traveling together, trying new restaurants, seeing new movies with you, literally everything. I will be marrying you one day, but until the day comes when I pop the question, I’ll ask you a different one for now…